This is a new song I wrote called How Does She Know. The song came to me last year but I decided to write and record it today. Hope you like it. I really do hope you will subscribe to my videos and continue listening to my songs. I really appreaciate all comments that I get. The important thing is that you guys enjoyed it.

How Does She Know (Original Song)
Lyrics:
How does she know
That you deeply love her
How would she find out that
I wish we were together

How does she know?
How does she know?
That I deeply wish to show I love her

And in the streets,I could hear them sing
The joy of love it seems to bring
As I sat there watching all alone
Hoping someday you'll be my very own

I wish you knew
That I deeply love you
But I can't seem to find my way too
Tell you that my heart was true

They say I love you cause your beautiful
I know your beautiful cos I love you

Boys and girls all gather around
They see each other and so love is found
But still I haven't got a single clue
To find my way to open up with you

The sun is shinning and our days are warm
But still the ice between us stands so strong
I know my hands are reaching on to you
Cause its your eyes thats pulling me through

I see you everyday but do you see me?
Cos just a glimpse from you would set me free
They say I probably should just be myself
But deep inside I'm still somebody else

How Does She Know?
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"To be Nervous...Is to be human" Mr Hargreaves.

I'm A Dead Man

This is another pointless and lead-to-nowhere post. This is a secret about me that I'm confessing now to come clean. Since roughly around November of 2008 or so. My relationship with my family took a downturn. I started talking back in cheeky and sarcastic ways. It seems like all these years of watching John Lennon's cynical and witty rebellious attitude, I'm starting to rebel and question the authority that has always been right. I now rebel and fight back at whatever that displeases me. In a way, I am becoming a outcast or as my Dad would say "Invisible Boy". I don't blame any of them.I now confess and admit, that I have broken or totally pushed away the biggest commandment. *Obey your parents*. I think all this disagreement started a few months ago.I was happy when I first came to Australia. Matter of fact I was happy until roughly around mid August.

At that point, I was grateful that I looked up and said " Thank you lord" "What could be better than this life I have now". During that time, I was studying in my old school. Macleod College. I was happy and cheerful. Then my parents came up wity an idea of moving to a place that was very far away from my old school which led to me being force to change to a new school which I'm not too happy about. And that was when I first started turning against. I behaved terribly. I am very sorry for doing it and have and am now coming clean.

The reason this title is called I'm A Dead Man is not because I'm embracing death as something cool or hip or whatever the young lads would have it. A few days ago, we were chatting peacefully after dinner at a restaurant. I was holding back on my hate-boy attitude and did not make any bad comments. So one of them were talking about when I was younger.We remembered my old look which included a nicely combed hairstyle.I acknowledged and laughed but I remember my Dad said "You were so different back then". I admit it was true and started thinking. All those things I did in the past. I realized that my person totally changed the second I stepped on the escalator in KLIA with Weng Kit, Daniel and my family fare welling us.

I now feel that at that point. The young simple look. Easy going. Kind. Family and friend loving person just died. Yes...I really feel that way. Looking at my old videos in 2007 . Vbs and all tat. I now feel like I'm watching a person who had died. My memories may last for me but not for everyone of my friends. I died in my world and seemingly fade away slowly in their world. Yes I do have friends that do stay the same. But this few weeks got me thinking if I killed myself by leaving. Did Clement Choo as my friends once remembered died the minute he walked away.No one is to blame but me. I feel like a murderer who killed the young playful person. I killed my friendly attitude,killed my love for friends,family and my love. Perhaps I'm to blame if the people I use to be with changed. Perhaps if the old Clement was there, things may be different.

But things are going to change from now. I'm getting back to the start. If this means mending things up with my parents, fixing up the holes I left, or even changing my atitude and behavior.

I shall do it. I can do it. I will do it.

Of hard work with Twinkle Twinkle Eyes

Things are getting so busy in my life now. I recently joined the Under-18s side of Boronia Soccer Club with my brother. And because of the high level of fitness they demand , I've been jogging 6 laps a day across my school football field. So my daily routine is wake up go to school and meet some chicks and dudes then go home have lunch....do some homework and at 5:30....I'll walk down to the school field and jog six laps around it.After that I'll walk back and watch some Simpsons.During my free times I either write some songs or surf the net. But if you notice ....most of this stressful stuff are not brought on by people or things but brought on by myself. I chose to join a soccer club which led to my everyday jogging and I love writing so I won't stop. Anyways the moral of the lesson is we make many decisions that we may think twice later about but nobody gets you through this things but God. He pulls you through them all. I now feel that things that happen....happened for a reason...If I didn't change school...I wouldn't get to play for a club near the new place I live in and wouldn't meet all this good friends...So when I think about I know that it is Jesus that makes things go round for me....:)

In my next posts, I'll take this blog to a further region by posting some stories inspired by the great Siew Lin and Mokkies...

This is my new song. Its called twinkle twinkle eyes. Hope you like it. This song is about a boys plea for his girl to stop crying. I came up with the tune a few years ago but only recently decided to finish the song. Please subscribe to my videos and enjoy. Feel free to give me any comments. http://www.youtube.com/user/heytambun




Twinkle Twinkle Eyes (My Song).
Lyrics:
Oh baby please don't cry
Wipe the tears away from your eyes
Cause I Love only you
And forever will

Im sorry for my wandering eyes
Im sory if I failed to reply
I promise never to see her again
And forever stay the same

When you smile at me with those twinkle twinkle eyes
Theres not a tear that I despise
And now I sing this song that I dedicate to you
So you believe my love is true

Now I Say Oh Baby I Love You
And I'll Say Oh Baby I Love You

So darling darling dry your eye
Your lovers here, so no more cry
Just when things they seem to get harder
It only gets easier

When you smile at me with those twinkle twinkle eyes
I start to cry for all my lies
And now I sing this song in a gentle gentle way
So it brighten up your day

And I say Oh Baby I Love You!

Things that make me smile and cry at the same time....

This is probably going to be another one of those long posts. The reasons post like this are written is because they hold very little meaning to what people might care but post like this are written for myself. Theres to many to talk about in my life. Just thinking of the past two years would be enough to write a 2000 page biography. But out of all my friends and lovers no one else compares to God who stood by me. Then again when I think about it, it was also my friends who stood by me every time I needed help. Friends that left me and friends that I left. They all remain the same to me.
Friends
I think I have told most of you about my friends in posts like 6 Months To Australia. But you haven't met my new friends here and also my old friends who have progressed so much after 2007 or 2008. I'll just give you readers some update. I met a number of friends in my school last year.Macleod College. It was one of the best school I ever studied in my life.And I met a group of eople that left me fond memories. I'll just talk about friends I left now.Recently I realize some friends have changed in the inside but a few remained the same just as I left them. The thing I regret is leaving all my friends. If I didn't leave them everything would be very different. But at the same time I'm glad I left Malaysia. I have changed so much since leaving thanks to my experience. My friends have now got on to very different lives. But one will forever stay the same and in my memories he is still the same person the first day I really made friends with him.

An Old Friend
I knew this friend for a very long time. 10 years ago when which was the longest memory I have of Canaan. I was in Canaan since I was two or three but can't remember any memories that long ago. But I knew him 10 years ago.I use to recognize him as the second son from that nice family with the friendly uncle and my beginner class teacher. I seem to remember my friend at the time because he was taller than his older brother. But the three of the siblings behaved the same way. Well mannered and respectful. Years later my friend grew up to be a teenager while I was ten or eleven. In hosanna kids he came and sang a song called "I Believe In Heaven". I thought his voice was brilliant and until now I try to mimic the same singing style he used in my songs. Then by the end of the year, he helped out in VBS as a bassist. At the time I newly picked up the instrument. There was a envious of his ability and at the same time impressed. I said "WOW...perhaps one day I'll jam with him and served as a musician with him". At the end of that year during Christmas I joined the YTU Christmas Carol Group. He sang a part of the song "And the Gift Goes On" which I thought was great. Sadly a few weeks before the program was to go on he fell ill. It came as a surprise to me.At first I thought he was off in a holiday to Taiwan with his family but he fell ill. The impact on me was not that much as it hit me two years later. In 2006 he began his battle. He fought the illness with faith in God and he wrote a special blog about his journey. That blog inspired me to start this one. At the end of 2006, I was glad to see he was back. But saddened to see him. I couldn't recognize him at first. He was pale and thin but had the same smile. I didn't dare to approach him because I was worried for some reason that I might disturb his illness.At the time I did not want to disturb him. It was strange because after reading his blog for so long.I knew him from a distance but hardly knew him at all. The first time we interacted was during 2007 March Gospel Camp. He shared the same apartment with me. I mad emy best effort to make friends with him and learned that he is now a brilliant electric guitarist. At YTU sometimes we chat. But the conversation were just brief ones. At the end of the year, one day I volunteered to be the Acoustic and Rhythm Guitarist for VBS. I was so happy. I waited for two years to serve with him. We jammed at the first session. I showed him the chords I wrote down on the song. I was glad that he liked the chords and work I done. We worked together very well. I supported him in play. He would take the cool solos and riff while I cruise around with my strums and small riffs. Another memorable moment was when I wen't to a jam session at his place. My brother was the one who played while I watched. My brother asked me to take over him in playing and one of them asked me to show what I can play. I played a riff from The Beatles "I Feel Fine".Uncle Richard recognized to riff and asked me to show him. Later that day we jammed together. We played old songs like House of the Rising Sun, Ticket To Ride, Have you ever seen the rain, and Let It Be. I was very happy. VBS came and we did our best. I remember one night Daniel called me and asked me to come with him to my friends place to practice a scene. I remember dancing around in thatroom to "Ya Pun WA Wa" by Sam Hui with Daniel. My brother and Weng Kit was there and they were having fun and laughing. At the end he let us play with his new Nintendo Wii. We played Naruto and I had trouble playing but he was very skilled. VBS ended and nothing much happened but one day he came and played futsal with us. I was so happy because I thought he was now healthy as ever and nothing would change now. After that session Joel and him invited me for another jam session. This time we jammed a number of Bon Jovi songs. He sat next to me playing bass.In the end his younger brother invited me to have some noodle in a restaurant in Serdang. But I couldn't go with them because my aunt was expecting me back at home. That was the last time I saw my friend in person. That very jam session. I guess music had a lot to do with our friendship. A day or two later he discovered that his illness was back. Then I wen't to Australia and had very very shot conversation with him in te net and using his blogs chatbox.I think it was mostly because of his tough therapies. I'm very impress with him and his family with the way they cope with the challenges that some their way. There was one time, when his younger brother switched on his webcam and I saw him sitting next to his brother. I said hi. I was so glad to see him. He looked very different. But his laugh was the same. By August someone told me that there was a chance all that he would be fully cured. I thanked God when they found it. e was cured for a while and even left the hospital expecting to get home soon. But for some reason he fell back ill again. By August the worst had happened he fell into a coma. I received new that he was gone a few hours later. But strangely someone said that he was still fighting. On August 20 he wen't back home to the Lord. I remember that morning. In the train, strangely no one told me he was gone. I just kept telling myself to prepare for the worse hoping that the opposite will happen and he will be up and healthy again. But when I wen't home my mum came to me. In my mind I thought " Don't say it.....I know he is gone" and when she told me, I just nodded and said "Yea...i knew". My whole body went into a stand still. For a month my mind and body just wen't into a uneven mode. i didn't do the usual things I did. I didn't sing or write. All I thought was how things are and what things will be. I planned so much for the future for me,my friends and him. But it was really Gods plan all along. Thinking about him would make me cry and also smile. I hoping to see him soon. The older I get, the better it is I now say. For the time will come when we will meet again.

This Summer Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Well Chinese New Year is finally here. Let the music start playing and let the food keep coming.I'm wishing all of you a happy Chinese New Year.Gong Xi Fa Cai. It's summer here and its getting really hot. Yesterday was 37 degrees Celsius. Thats very hot. So here is my summer song. Hope you like it ...Still got a week holiday....Enjoy it while it last...Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!



I could see you looking at me
With your eyes,blue as can be
And I hope I'll never be free
Since your smile captured me
It held me close in your arms so tightly

But all I do is wait too patiently
For only time will tell if you love me

Summer came with love so true
Summers fine when your mine
Trees a green and sky so clear
Only when you are here

But though your voice I always seem to hear
Your face I see although your never near

Shes In love with another guy
I bet his nice, I sure am shy
And so you see why I never try

By summers end, I still stand alone
The only love for me,comes from home.

With Joy and Prosperity

Choo Kok Min

Put Your Records On

Got a new hair cut. I miss my old hairstyle. But a new year means new hair cut. Last year I only cut my hair twice. Two times a year amazing. Chinese New Year is coming so lets get the Chinese New Year mood going. Since I was young I preferred CNY from anything else though Christmas and Easter is indeed important. But CNY is when you really celebrate and all the fun comes. Just hope that the CNY mood will come over here in Australia. Can't believe CNY is here again!!!In Malaysia we use to play cards without gambling and play mah jong with weng kit and my bro and sometimes cousin. I'm serious we actually play it. And I remember drinking alot of soft drinks. Cos the stores would sell alot with low prices my Dad would buy a lot last time and we just kept drinking and drinking some more.It was great celebrating with your family. And I would get my yearly allowance from CNY. Cos I don't usually get monthly or weekly allowance I mostly depend of CNY to get some money to use for the year like pay for futsal games and all that stuff. So hope you all would have a fun and happy Chinese New Year.



With Joy and Happiness

Clement

Christmas Presents!!

This are the presents and stuff I got this year
F-50 Dynamic Cut Training Gloves used by Edwin Van Der Sar and Jens Lehman for
training!
My Glitter Lamp!! Looks awesome in the dark!!


This is my favourtie lamp but it didn't come with Yellow..


Did you notice my new 2009 calender. Pictures of puppies..


My new Mickey Mouse Cup bought from Hong Kong Disneyland 2006! Finally I can get a bigger cup of tea in the morning!


F-50 Dynamic Cut Training Gloves used by Edwin Van Der Sar and Jens Lehman for
training!





My mum also gave me this set of Lynx. The first one is a bodyspray and the other ones a bottle of Lynx (special occasion) next to it is my aunts present which is a box of Cadbury mix chocolates!



My cousin gave me two candy canes and a boost chocolate bar.


My mum and Dad got me,my bro and sis a nintendo wii!!!Awesome Christmas present!


So this are my Christmas Presents....I wish to thank God for all the great blessings he gave and as you can see he gave me some great presents too...